Define who I am with the use of exceptional insults and adamant conviction. Humiliate me in public and arrange me to the bottom of its hierarchy. Steal without repercussion until I can no longer afford to be a victim.

Let me inspire feelings of either loathing or apathy, so that my only experience with love is its yearning.

Hinder me with exhaustion by interrupting sleep with stresses and anxieties. Combine your efforts with others so it is overwhelming for one to oppose. Remove freedom and choice by asserting your will over mine. Fulfil none of my hopes and leave my purpose unfinished. Inflict harm, intentionally or incidentally, until I am impaired or dead.

Offer no apology or help. Give no consolation or mercy. Feel no regret. Show no approval or praise.

But do not dissociate yourself, so that I may always meet you with courage. Do not rest or let me recover, so that I may always endure. Do not celebrate my incompetence, as I will demonstrate my commitment. Resist so I may exercise strength. If you see my tears, then know it is a battle cry which means I am invested. If god is my saviour, than I pray, let me suffer a while longer.